Just a quick update

Saturday morning I let ya'll know about how I was feeling about work (for those who don’t know, I am a teacher). Well, I thought I would give you an update. I'm still confused about what He wants me to do, but I do know that I cannot have another 13 1/2 hour work day (yes, those are the hours I put in on Saturday and I still didn't getything done that I wanted to get done) to come to the end of an already 45 hour work week (I typically put in between 45 and 48 hours a week during the school year) to bring the final total to 58 1/2 hours in six days. That is on top of a 50 hour work week the week before too. That is just too much for me. I am not being the mother or the wife He wants me to be by pulling those hours nor am I able to learn more about Him. My hubby even told me that if it continues this year then he's putting his foot down as it is affecting us. It's a lot to take in since I do love teaching, but I know it can't come at the expense of my family or my sanity. Money is a factor right now due to our debt and what we have gotten comfortable with (probably shouldn't be but it is). This just may be the year where LOTS of prayers and talks happen and big changes may be in our future.


My craft room is clean now (shocker I know) and I hope to create soon, but right now I am just mentally and emotionally tired.